Feeling Philosophyical…?
12 days before SAT II. It’s not gonna work for me. I’m changing drastically and I know it won’t stay like this for long. The momentum is discretely decreasing. But I’m determined enough not to be affected by it. I’m working hard. I cannot remember if I ever work harder than right now for an exam. InsyaAllah, I’ll excell. Allah is with me and I’ve put in extra efforts. At least, relative to my own efforts, not everyone else. I don’t want to compare myself to others. At least I try. InsyaAllah I’ll succeed. Work hard, pray harder!
My words always contradict…
I haven’t updated much. These days I usually don’t know what to write. I think a lot. A lot that I don’t even know which to write, or whether I really supposed to write it.
I read a lot of Physics in the last few days. Read a lot of calculus…. I gained so much new historical facts on the origin of many laws. This fascinated me. It really does. Physics is no longer boring (well, except for electricity parts… hehe…).
Also, I read some blogs written by cancer patients. And some have even died. I’m not sure how I felt reading them all, but I sure was overwhelmed by the feeling….
When will I die? how….
Aku dah sesuaikan diri di sini… harapnye sesuaikan diri the right way, dengan mengimplement sifat2 baik, tak korbankan prinsip untuk hidup selesa.. InsyaAllah…
Doing preparatory sure is tough. A year more to go…
I’ve learned a lot, academically and philosophically. I’ve grown, into a critical thinker. At least a better thinker that I was before. I was never thinking so seriously when I was in school. I’ve wasted so much time back then. There are lots of books waiting to be read. I guess right now I still waste my time. There are so much knowledge out there… and I, just ignored it…. pity.
InsyaAllah, I’ll be a renown muslim physicist and let the world know the truth…. not just theory anymore.. InsyaAllah.. this sure is a BIG dream, but why not? dare to dream…
“Reach for the stars, for even if you missed, you’ll at least touch the clouds…”
lastly… PHYSICS is fun!! ;p
I’m overwhelmed by this specific writing. You are doing great at motivating yourself everytime you are slightly down, aren’t you? At least that’s how I find it. GAMMBATTE!!
I guess you finally found your favorite-Physics. Anything is fun when you have your heart in it.
Like my Physio lecturer said, “Physiology is life. LIfe is easy”. How’s that for a motivation huh:]
Mai: I like the quote you mentioned.. but.. Life is never easy..
you have to agree with me. I guess, I’m not that good at motivating myself, it’s just that I’m such a mercurial. I always have this kind of mood swings ;p.
Comment by hanisah — January 16, 2006 @ 8:05 pm