mkderwish…

I’m feeling good, I’m home!

But.. it’s already Friday! means there’re only 2 days left before I have to depart (eheh) again… Well, as always, I feel kinda useless during the holiday.. doing nothing. Got lots of works/assignments though. I managed to do a bit yesterday.. (yup! I started yesterday.. what a procrastinator).

The house is currently under a minor renovation. So I have to put on my tudung everytime I want to go downstairs.. Hmm.. my father wants to ‘enlarged’ the room downstairs so that it’ll be more comfortable to be my mum’s post-labour room… haha.. oh yea.. 2 more weeks before the baby is due!! waa.. I cannot wait. But unfortunately I won’t be here… huhu.. just hope I can go back as soon as possible after the baby is delivered.

This evening I have to interview my mum’s friend for my research paper on animal testing. I’ve never done interviewing! hentam sajala.. my mum said. Besides, the interviewee is my mum’s best friend.. so I won’t feel really akward. Um, she works in Jabatan Haiwan…

Anyway, I’ve bought a new phone. It is Motorola L6.

My mum said I got rheumatism… so she bought me 2 big bottles of calcium tablets. Because I always complain about my hands and feet.. painful…

Yesterday, a letter from Uniten arrived. Turned out to be my GPA trnascript. Haha. Well, I’ve already told about my GPA.. but did I tell what made my GPA down? I got A for all my subjects… (that is 4.00).. except for Physics! I got B+ (3.30). Haha.. can you believe it? of all the subjects, I got Physics B+. A little bit dissapointing but I’m satisfied with the overall grade. Couldn’t ask for more…

unrelated subject..
Hmm… actually.. I want to say that.. I don’t want to care anymore. Although I think I won’t be able to do that, I just don’t want to care anymore. I guess I’ve wasted so much time and energy thinking about this. And I’m so tired already. And I just don’t want to care. I’m very tired. Thinking and worrying over this uncertainty. Hoping for an answer, that I’m sure I won’t get in the near future. So…. I think I made the right move… not to care anymore… because ,… just no use! I don’t want to wait either…. I’ll just let anything happen…. and let me drift with the flow…..and when the time comes, I’ll know the truth.

oh.. and I’m sooooo tired of all these group project issues… I want this over! penat!! I’m tired of being played .. being ignored, being doubted, being judged! huhu,… 2 more weeks.. Hang on!