Another lesson learnt
It’s dissapointing when you work so hard for someone … but that someone doesn’t bother to help him/herself. It’s annoying when you’re not supposed to be worried.. but you’re so worried anyway. It’s hurt when someone doesn’t care about things that concerned him/herself more.. than it concerns us…
I don’t know why I’m wasting my time for this…
Maybe because we, the left behind, understand the meaning of friendship more than they do…
naaah.. I don’t think so.
Maybe because we, the left behind, are the one who will feel the greatest effect.. they don’t give a damn… they’ll be free… they’re happy…
Maybe because we, the left behind, are the only one who feel sad because of this separation…
Maybe not…
Maybe just because of pure ignorant and selfishness … not everyone, though…
People.. if I misunderstood, just say so… no point talking behind my back. Nothing would change.
and.. I am tired of people taking advantages on me.. just because I look like I don’t mind, doesn’t mean I don’t mind … I’m quite good at pretending, you know.
I should learn how to scold people … but I think I have mastered the art. I used to be a teacher, remember? *laugh* And I’m going to be a teacher…
Or maybe.. learn how to say ‘no’ … sometimes it’s okay to deny somethings…
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Anyway, today we prepared ourselves for a presentation on the graduation night. The whole morning until just now.. The time now is 5.58 pm. But we did it leisurely, of course. With lots of jokes and breaks… haha…
And, alhamdulillah. Today I got to know my Computer Skills result. I got A! 88%. I am the highest in class. I was not so worried about this paper actually. I am more concerned about physics and maths, which I don’t know yet when will I get to know the result.
I cannot wait for the holiday. A month!. I’ll busy myself with alumni (p.a.l.s.) and KRJ works insyaAllah.
The third finger of my left hand is hurting since morning! I don’t know why. It’s so irritating and painful.
… today, my handphone is so quiet … hmm… I feel like calling someone…
