It’s Official..
It’s official… we have to apply for the US…
Hmm.. honestly, I don’t feel anything..
Maybe not yet..
Another reality has just come knocking without my invitation.. argh..
How should one expect me to react??
My cousin, whom I mentioned in the post weeks back, is getting worse. My mum called at aroud 4 pm.. I was sleeping.. Haha.. but she whispered to me.. “Mai, tadikan… ” and she told me what happened at my house just this afternoon… scary…that’s all I can say.. I guess he’ll be staying at the hospital, at least for tonight.
Last night, I dreamt of getting the AP results.. quite dissapointing.. huhuh.. but I said something like “I knew it……” … in my dream, I got only band 2 for Calculus BC, band 4 for Calculus AB… band 4 for both Physics…. I hope my real result will be much much much better.. Oh Allah, help me…. (but then, if I’m not going to Melbourne, I shouldn’t be bothered…. waaaaaa… I wanna go to Melbourne…)
Today, I feel guilty… maybe because I procrastinated… all my works for this week (only) have been done..but…… I spent quite sometime on watching dramas.. huhu.. wasted time… I can do a lot more works… which datelines are not so near yet…. at least don’t have to be handed in this week… I feel guilty.. that’s all I wanna say.. haha..
I wanna go back this weekend.. I dun care!!

hi darling…
hu…penat arini..lecture memanjang…tapi ppou 1st sem ag ganaz la….huhu..
so..ur most likely not coming to aussie la ek…huuu….sedih la kita camni….huuuuu…..
ive been analysing this situation of urs n moe esp…its known that its ‘tough’ (they say its tough..i dun believe so) to get honor in aussie..and yet ppou/moe are selecting the better students to US..meaning the weaker/average students are coming to aussie..but they say its tougher in aussie than US to get honor…heh! i think they are stupid..the better students shud be sent to aussie because they hv higher chance of getting honor than the average students since they(moe) think its tough in aussie..and let the average students go to US lah..since its easier there..tak ke?? let me noe if im wrong…
Comment by syida — July 20, 2006 @ 6:03 am
hola honey :p
dunno yet la.. pn fab cakap at least fes 2 apply yg US nye uni.. yang lagi 3 bleh kot aussie..
i wanna go aussie too…
but uni of michigan sounds good.. hahahahaah
hari tu hafiz belanje ktorg makan tau… kat alamanda,,
tula.. i;ve been thinking dat too.. i dunno la why derang buat decision cemtuh.. maybe coz US sounds better kot.. i mean, kalau org biase tanye belaja kat ner.. cakap US trus macam.. oohhhh… ntahle…
derang semua gembira je tak kene pakse2 (yg aussie n nz bound students…)
kite nih dilemma lagik.. huhuhu.. dahla kene tulis esei! agak malasnye…
eh, i got new hubby! wakaka. sorry tak dpt ur consent dulu.. :p teke sape???
Comment by Mai K D — July 20, 2006 @ 11:52 am