Ngantuk
Ngantok… still got somethings to be done by morning.. We got car wash tomorrow!
In Physics class just now, Mr Joe caught me sleeping.. well, not really.. my eyes were only 3 quarter shut.. I was just planning to completely close my eyes when he shouted my name… Haha, what an embarassement. I was so sleepy in his class, seriously. If it is not because of his extraordinary (i really mean extraordinary, maybe extra terrestrial.. hape aku ngarut ni) jokes, I wud have given up his class long ago.. ngantuk.. ngantuk … ngantuk… I don’t know why. Although he is pretty interesting…. hmmm..
…………………………………..Deviate sebentar……………………………
I wonder if everyone went through the same thing…
I mean, growing up.. thinking…
The denials, the questions that we kept to ourselves…
The arguments within, the uneasiness… that can never be told, even to our closest friend…
The inability to describe some feelings… some abstract thoughts… no matter how hard you try…
The inferiority, the search of comforts in others…
The feeling of loneliness, eventhough you are surrounded by friends…
The denials… the arguments…
The multiple personalities thing…. hypocriteness…
The search for truth… The hunger and thirst of knowing the unknowns…
I wonder…
Am I the only one? surely not….
………………………end of deviation………………………………
oh, so ngantuk,,, i think i’m going to sleep in front of this laptop… zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
