Ngarut
I so cannot control my eating habit la.
Just now we went to Alamanda… and I bought 2 pretzels, n one rotiboy.
And at the supermarket I bought WantWant rice crackers (sedap giler!), n sunflower kernels (sedap gak!) and Dahfa dried fish fillet (sdapppp!). Everything is snack! huhu. How can I be healthy? I cannot stop eating them… yela, all of them are easy to consume..i mean, not messy at all. So can eat at any time while doing anything. Right now I’m eating the rice crackers.. Apela, we are supposed to be moderate in eating… byk nye snack!!!
and … oh! how easy my money vanished!
Actually the main reason we went there is to take passport-sized pictures. Well, for me it turned out ugly! huhu.. I never like taking this kind of photo. They seldomly turn out well for me. Well, maybe I really look like that in real life… haha. But then, digi cam pics are different. And I hate passport-sized photo.. all my parut and jerawat are so visible…. haha. And I looked dark… And so chubby la.. (yela.. have to accept the fact that I’m montel la.. ). Uh, I just looked really weird in that pic… nuff said. Oh, tudung tak betul.. hihihi.
Uh oh.. post-eating sickness.. sakit perut! huhu.
Application matter…
I have 6 forms in my hand right now. But we are only allowed to apply to 5 universities. And I haven’t make up my mind yet, which university I should not apply to… confused gak ni. The problem is, I haven’t received my AP result yet! and without AP, uni of melbourne amat tipis harapan… they want AP results…
hmmm…deviation:
I am soooo not good in PR. Cane ni?? tak reti nak berurusan dgn org. Tak reti nak mengayat… haha. n tak reti nak wat keje… I’m not good at this. Why can’t people see that? and let me do something else, pls. Huhu.
As a daie, we have to be really good in approaching people… but I am just not good. I think my ability is in different area… if a person doesn’t have a good skills in this area, shud he practice it? i mean, ,mmg kene ke? kalau dah tak reti takkan nak pakse2? dah try dah pon.
n.. dlm dunia ni ade pelbagai bidang… n ramai manusia… bukan ke kite ni ramai utk saling lengkap melengkapi.. I mean, kalau i tak reti, jgn pakse sgt… i know myself better..
hapela aku ngarut…
online petition, muslims in malaysia who haven’t submit their name, pls do so. At this site also got some intersting articles.. I just read one from a muslim revert, Yusuf yates or something. http://myislamnetwork.net
enjoy wat u can eat in malaysia…its not gonna b easy to find ‘edible’ food here….=(
Comment by syida — August 11, 2006 @ 7:18 pm
hehe.. tapi sy makan teramat byk la syida dear… kite dah not really on diet.. dah jrg skip dinner.. hihi.
bukan kat sane nanti akan bertmbh berat ke? coz baru nak try masak sendri.. n selalula try macam2 lauk.. hehe.. sape kne abeskan? diri sendri gak.
nanti awak balik this end of year mesti awak balas dendam, ek? haha.. see you!!!!!!!!!
Comment by Mai K D — August 12, 2006 @ 5:37 am
there is more to being a dai’ than just approaching ppl. not everyone has that skill! in fact, kalau seseorang tu tak reti dlm satu bidang..better stay out of it…sbb can cause more harm than good. senario org jahil berckp/membuat sumthing yg dia takde ilmu/skill…payah..
there are other ways of dakwah.. it can be in writing, teaching, behind the scenes, the money u contribute to dakwah and even setting a good example! tak sume org ada bakat/kebolehan utk berdiskusi/berdebat ngan orang lain gune kata2.
i hate my passport photos too… bughuk! nampak sume blackheads! sheesh =p
Comment by Aliya — August 14, 2006 @ 5:54 am
ha’ah kan.. but in the situation like right now.. people rely on me, to conduct majlis, to nasihat certain2 people.. uruskan urusan dgn org2 atas.. tak reti nye.. hentam je all da way, acting cool. perkare kecik2 ni ok la lagi.. but ble diminta berdebat ke, keluarkan pendapat on certain big issues, tak retinye.. idea ade je dlm otak, but cannot interpret them into words..
Comment by Mai K D — August 14, 2006 @ 12:08 pm
Sebab tulah kena practice, all this PR, cakap-cakap, presentational stuff. Of course kalau in a situation there are others yang lebih layak to handle the stuff, then great, let them do it, tapi sooner or later I think everybody will have to face the fact that you need to be able to communicate with people well.
And er, yeah, kita ni main lecture je, sendiri pun memang sama pun, “idea ade je dlm otak, but cannot interpret them into words”. Selalu like, a few minutes or hours lepas that situation baru realise yang I had lots more to tell and different ways to tell it. Slow lah otak ni. -_-;
But yeah, so far I’ve joined the Toastmasters club at my campus, which is totally a public-speaking club. It scares me, but I’ll make myself do it. I’ve always admired people yang relax & smooth gile bila bercakap depan orang ramai. It’s such a good skill.
Comment by Aneesah — August 17, 2006 @ 4:57 pm
so true… selalunye when people ask for our opinion, otak mcm blur je.. but ble balik umah, byk pulak idea nak ckp. geram nye..
tula, kne practice.. n I think I’ve improved a lot if compared mase sekolah dulu.. itu pun still not impressive.. and another prob, people don’t understand what I’m saying becoz I talk too fast… hish.. macam2.. haha
Comment by Mai K D — August 18, 2006 @ 11:53 am