Mai.. how are you feeling?
My programme coordinator told me my AP result….
Let’s sing ..
Laugh it off and let it go..
When u wake up it will seem so yesterday…
Haven’t you heard that I’m gonna be okay…
Hmm… I’m feeling down.
But I’m gonna be okay…
I’ll sleep and forget how I feel…
This is crap and I know I shouldn’t feel like this.
I should be grateful.
Let’s look back what I’ve written months ago…
Maybe because I don’t know how ‘well’ I did in the exam. I’ll react to this whole situation after I receive the result. Only at that time I can cry or scream or just redha… Right now, I really am emotionless… maybe just geram to some people.. but that’s that. So people.. just wait till I receive the result… the third week of July. Then I can tell how I really feel…. –> May 6, 2006
So now I’m telling you, I feel sad. Sad. Sad. Sad.
Nevertheless, I am grateful the result is not that bad.. not as bad as what I got in my dreams..
But why am I feeling sad?
Ya Allah, pacify my feelings… Ya Allah, I thank You for all the ni’mat you gave me…. I know I don’t deserve this.. Ya Allah, I’m ungrateful… ampuni aku…. ampuni aku….
No more shocking news this week, please… hopefully. I’m quite tired. Brain is confused on how to react.
I’m going home tomorrow. I want to have a nice long sleep. This week is rough (yeke?). I am not feeling so well.. got cough and headache.. n sakit sendi. Nyamuk banyak dalam bilik! Janganla demam….
assalamualikum,
mai hopefully u fine now after that incident,huhu.ana sdey kalau anti sdey….hehe,hauh di mata dekat di hati
Comment by nazifah — August 25, 2006 @ 1:50 am
oooo….dah dpt result…so shall we…you n me…lay down the cards….wat say u..??>_^
Comment by syida — August 25, 2006 @ 8:18 am
Dah balik rumah? Melepas rindu kat piah. Wakakaka….
Comment by tmah — August 25, 2006 @ 9:45 am
Naz: I’m okay, naz. Feeling much2 better .. ehehe.. thank you
Syida: hehe.. kite tak paham la syida.. english awak power sangat.. ekeke .. hahahaahha … well, actly Physics both 4, BC 3, AB 5….. tak tau asal but I was soooooo dissapointed… I don’t know what I expected ler…. haaaa… how bout you??
Tmah: Blom balik lagi nih… esok sampai la umah.. huhu
Comment by Mai K D — August 25, 2006 @ 11:08 am
waa…dasyat terer….kita as i told u takde 5. so physic kita dua2 3 n calc ab le kan..4..hehe..buruk gilerzz….ppou…titik hitam dlm sejarah hidup kita…sob..sob…pnfab mesti tension giler ngan result me..malu nak dtg blk visit ppou..nanti la..bila kita dah dpt 1st class honest elec engin..(cheh cita2 tinggi melangit..)baru kita dtg balik…huhu…insyallah…doakan kita..test minggu nih!!!
Comment by syida — August 25, 2006 @ 10:06 pm
woopppssss!!!! how rude of me…lupa plak..
CONGGRRAAAAATTTTTSSSSSS MMMMMAAAAAIIII!!!!!
MMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!=)
syida mmg pandai pilih mai…sbb mai mmg pandai!!!=p
Comment by syida — August 25, 2006 @ 10:11 pm
ehehehehehe… manede terer.. your abeme lagi terer.. stret 5! huhu.. so jealous..
sbnanye kite dissapointed ngan grade physics mechanics je.. huhu… sbb bleh same ngan E&M… I tot EnM mesti truk giler..
Pnfab kate she n ms nanda are dissapointed with ma grades.. ntah la die expect kite dapat 5 utk BC hape.. wakaka…
ok!! semoga awak dapat fes class jujur.. hahaha Gud Luck!!
mmmmmmmuuuuuaaaaaahhhhhhssssssssssssssss!!
Comment by Mai K D — August 26, 2006 @ 8:55 am
wat????!!!!!!!
pnfab dissapointed wif ur grade???!!!!!!!!!
banyak lemak btul!!!!!
im sure diorang kutuk abih result kita klo cengitu….=p
Comment by syida — August 26, 2006 @ 10:11 pm
ekeke.. yg penting kome semua dah lepaih!!!
Comment by Mai K D — August 28, 2006 @ 3:07 pm