Lesson no #1 : Don’t judge anyone by just reading their blog entries.
Lesson no #2 : Be sincere, write from your heart. People can tell your sincerity and honesty….
Lesson no #3 : People are busy-body and judgemental… accept and live with the fact, but people can change.. ; )
by blogging, I learnt to be honest, to be sincere, to be un-biased, to be sensitive, to be unselfish, to be polite, to be careful, and of course, to be myself… and for me, it’s not that easy. I have a lot more to learn. Life is a journey of learning, kan…
(Oh, my english is seriously damaged…what’s wrong with me?)
I wrote how I didn’t have the mood to write. That’s true. But honestly, I miss writing. 
. But my mind seems blocked… by, I don’t know what. Haha.
My mum said my writing in this blog is semonel. Semonel is a term used by my immediate family only. A term means emotional.. haha. Created by my dear dad..
Hmm, tak kesah la semonel ke tak semonel.. (but i dun think so .. haha)
n now my mind is blocked again… huhu…
don’t judge me by reading my entries only…
Selamat Hari Raya to all my family members, friends, and blog visitors. Maaf zahir dan batin. I’m sorry for all the things that I did that might hurt you all. I know, this raya wish is late. But since last week, I didn’t have the mood to write. So today, I’m updating! wao!…
Anyway, this year’s raya wasn’t so eventful, I think. Nothing seriously interesting or extraordinary happened. Duit raya pun sikit :p . But meeting all the relatives after a long period was great! Unfortunately, there were still my aunts/uncles that couldn’t be there at kampung… Overall, raya tahun ni agak boring, and to think that this is my ‘last’ raya here… hmmm…
Let me ’story’ a bit la about my uneventful raya… skip the paragraph below if you think you are easily bore by an uneventful paragraph.. haha…
We went back to my mother side’s kampung first (at sungai pulai, muar) for the last iftar for this ramadhan, with 2 cars, as usual. Only 2 families were there that night. (My mum has 13 siblings and all are married with at least one child). After ‘berbuka’ and a bit of chit-chatting, we went to my father’s pulak (at parit setongkat, muar too), sleep-over… we celebrate first day of raya there. At noon, back to my mum’s, sleep over, and 2nd day raya there, and at noon back to my father’s for a little kenduri (kenduri arwah, kot…). And there was a photo session. We took pics with all our cousins (pic below), except pak long’s children coz they didnt go back this year. In the evening, my dad and 2 of my sis, and my both bro, and I went back to JB coz my father got some works to do the next day. My mum and the rest of the kids stayed at my mother’s kampung.
Yesterday we went back to my mum’s kampung coz got kenduri arwah… then today I’m back in JB again . And the rest of the family pun has settled down also….
Raya, of course lots of pics taken!
For this year’s raya, our family’s baju raya theme is purplish red or redish purple or whatever.. haha..
My family.. guess who’s missing? haha.. kepada orang yang berkenaan, jangan nanges…..
My siblings and I… again, someone’s missing :p
Cousinssss….
Hmm, lots more to blog about, but it seems, I don’t have the mood still..nanti2la I’ll write…. till then, see you all…
Uh, I’m going back to uni, probably this monday……. dun waaaaan….
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oh, and I think my english has deterioriated oso!!! haiya….
So, today is my birthday .
I’m 19! haha.. I cannot believe this. I’m 19, man…
Alhamdulillah… Alhamdulillah… Alhamdulillah…
Today started with, sms reading session. Haha. I turned in to bed quite early because I was so exhausted from the journey back. So, I missed the 12.00 am…
Oh yes, forgot to mention that I’m home! and I feel soooo good. All exams are pver. No more exam/test in PPOU. Just pray that I manage to get 3.5 and above for this semester.
Anyway, I don’t want to tell what I did in the morning after that sms reading, you don’t wanna know. Haha. But at 3 pm, I went to Plaza Angsana, n got my burfday present. Guess what it is? Well, actually not really birthday present la, kalau tak my birthday pun mesti beli gak mende ni, tapi takpela, anggap je la hadiah birthday, ye. Haha…
This is it.. my new boots
Hmm, this picture’s quality is not very good, coz u know, handphone’s cam. But it’s okay la…
And then at 6 pm we went to Persada Johor. I mentioned about this at a post before.
So, I just wanna put the pics.
Oh yeah, I don’t have any birthday cake.. I don’t really care actually. Haha.. I guess I’m all grown up now, and dun really mind about birthday presents or cards or cakes.
Okaylah.. pics below…
My siblings and I and my mum… dad was taking pic.. and Hasanah je takde!! haha.. sanah jgn sedei..
Piah n I before amek makanan buffet…
The food… looked good.. tapi biase je rasenye… haha
Kumpulan Brothers was performing just now. And there was this ‘ucapan’ session kan…the group bacekan sesiapa nak bg ucapan.. and ramailah bagi ucapan raye n birthdays.. haha.. and my younger sis tulis ucapan… die pegi letak “hepi bthday kakak maimunah yg ke 19..” … haha.. spoiled je ade kakak tuh… ramai hadirin tue2…… waahaha…. and then the group nyanyi “Allah selamatkan kamu.. Allah selamatkan ‘kakak maimunah’….” hahahahaha… lawak ler..
Okay, n then dah abes makan.. photo session la kan sekitar bangunan…
tu je la sikit2… gambo dalam persada johor… byk lagi actually tapi takpela… lain kali la ye.. haha.. lambat pulak nak loading page nih nanti.. skrg pun dah lambat kan??
but last not least, dah balik, semua pun penat..
hanaa pon penat la..so kitorang campak die kat timbunan baju baru amek dari ampaian.. haha.. comei..
hmm.. that’s all…
what a fun day… haha….
happy birthday to me….
dah tue dah.. ape la aku buat 19 taun ni…. what did I learn??? what have I learnt?? seriously something serious to ponder…
one thing for sure, there are lots more to learn!
Oh, I’m kinda exhauted.. I’ll write the next post properly la yer.. I know this post sounds sooo informal and macam ntah pape…sbb I’m tired huhu….
Tomorrow is my first final exam paper, Specialist Math. Please pray that I can do it well.
I don’t have much to write… lots are swimming in my brain but I don’t have the mood.
Sekarang tgh mood exam… yeah rite.
Semoga kita semua berjaya… dalam ape-ape yang diusahakan… akademik ke. ibadah ke… insyaAllah.
Berita ttg my senior’s father kene angin ahmar… really made me speechless. He was so healthy. Now he’s in ICU. Inna liLlah, wa inna ilaihi rajiun…
We can never know what is going to happen kan? kejutan demi kejutan yang datang, dan akan datang, we know that.. but yet, people never get use to it.. of course la….
So, carpe diem! (betul ke eja ni? dah lupe la) .. seize the moment, for we never know what will happen to us the next second…
(huhu.. easier said than done ler… skrg ni tgh bermalas-malasan jugak… dah le exam esok.. tak abes study lg…)
Hehe..
I’m going back tomorrow morning, and my father will send me.
He wanted to!
Me, being a good daughter, politely said it’s okay.. I can take the bus, abah… takpe..
but abah said it’s okay, there are lots of evil men out there….I don’t want to lose even one of my children..
so, hehe… of course I’m happy but at the same time I’m feeling guilty because I’m burdening him… last Friday pon he fetched me…
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hmm.. I want to write about something, but maybe next time…
right now I’m so anxious, thinking of the unfinished project…. and time’s running out..
I’m home. But I need to go back to uniten ASAP. Why, u ask?
I couldn’t get any freaking work done here (work means student’s work, ok)…. home is just too comfortable.. just cannot mixed with the word assignment, or project or anything else along that line..
No, I don’t want, of course, going back early when uni only starts on Wednesday…but my conscience is telling me to do the right thing. Haha… yes, the right thing.
Because you see, I have to submit 2 projects on Wednesday while right now I’m only at like 25% for the first project and nil% for the second… see, see, the rationale…
And OHH!, my first final paper is on the 13th oct, that is on Friday! The most critical subject pulak tu, Math+Statistics.
So, I need to go back… but I don’t want, of course… but I need to.. but I don’t want! but I need to!!!
Hmm, I guess I’m going back tomorrow afternoon. That’s the earliest I can think.. and by bus.. (waaa… sedihnye). If I’m going back on Tuesday, night, maybe my brother can send me… maybe.. just maybe… maybe..
Uh, I’m losing my mind…
Anyway, of course home is so perfecto! well, except the fact that we don’t have maid right now.. so I have to do some chores… which I feel agak malas la jugak..
Hanaa is adorable as always. She has her walker now, which she loves.. and she’s learning to walk using it… still learning hardworkingly.. haha.. because right now she only knows how to go backwards.. and she can sit stabily now.. and people just love watching her cries, because she will make this ba-ba-ba or ma-ma-ma sounds.. and her lips are just sooo cute when she is at it.
“Hello World! heheh”
Oh yesterday, I had the time to visit (again) the convention centre. The project is nearly finished. We had a chance to pose in the VVIP-to-be room.. so grand, man…
and also.. posing somewhere else.. haha..
me, and the architect.. haha..
okay.. cukup-cukup la ye…
On the 19th Oct *cough*my birthday*cough* there will be a dinner here for the grand opening.. and we’ll be attending… my birthday celebration.. haha..
Oh yes, I’m going back for raya holiday on 18th Oct, in the evening..
Okies… dah la..
Now I think it’s quite fixed, la, our graduation night date.
It’ll be on the 17th Nov 2006, yups, on a friday night.
And it will be held at Dewan Persidangan Utama, Kompleks Perbadanan Putrajaya (or something nears that name la.. I cannot really remember).
But of course, this is not 100% certain yet. Hopefully everything will be decided before hari raya holiday.
Hmm, nothing really interesting is happening or about to happen or has happened in the last few days.. just that I’m going back this weekend! Yay! I’m so missing home… huhu. (But, our housemaid is going back to her hometown starting tomorrow.. huhu, so I have to jadi bibik temporarily kot.. haha… wrong timing betul la…)
Oh, today we had our community project presentation. My group was the first to present. Hmm… everything was okay. Hehe.. our coordinator was so happy and overwhelmed with our efforts (all 4 groups plus the school project thing) that she cried… huhu… we were stunned.. well, at least I was stunned. Okay, one A guarenteed… hehehe…
I was a bit down last few days. Well, I really really think that I need to buck up but there surely isnt enough time. You see, we received our math mid-term result and for me, it didnt turn out so good. An ‘A’ seems quite hard to acquire for now, I guess. Final exam is just a week away! plus I think I know nothing about statistics……… Okay, one unsecured subject… maybe A-, or B+ or worse…… Nauzubillah min zalik. Oh Allah, please help me… but.. of course, I know I dont deserve good marks with my efforts right now…
Aaaa… banyaknye keje… chayo!!!
All these were taken during our golf practical session, around 6 pm today…
Huhu… muslimah sejati main golf maaa…. first time in history. Haha..
Golfie angels.. haha…
Oh, so many works yet I feel like there are too much of leisure time. (only me, though.. too much of leisure time.. people will scream at me if they know I said this…)
Statistics Project (havent started! yet although the due date is like a week away!), English for Science & Tech research paper, community project presentation (5th Oct), program book stuffs. Ah.. not enough time actually! how can I say there are too much of leisure time!… plus I have to tutor 2 juniors for 16 hours before their final exam (we are being paid….and right now I have only done 5 hours) for physics and calculus. waa.. tak cukup mase.. tak cukup mase!
And I still want to go back this weekend (7th till 10th Oct! yessss! 4 days of break.. sorry man, I couldnt help myself.. maybe I can bring some works home.. but doing them is very very unlikely! so, why bother??)
After that break we only have like less than 2 weeks before hari raya holiday.. (haha…I love my home). And after a week of hari raya hols, we only have 3 weeks left here!!! I just cannot believe this.. how time flies.. haha. there goes the cliche sentence…
Kitaran hari bulan ramadhan ni rase mcm amat pendek.. maybe bcoz after terawikh I always decided to just go to sleep..
Bangun 4 am -> Go to Ilsas for sahur -> balik apartment around 4.45 am -> buat la ape2 yg patut but tak tdo until subuh -> selalunye tertdo gak atas sejadah right after subuh prayer -> kol 8 siap2 nak gi kelas -> Kelas until 4.30 pm -> balik apartment , asar n cek emel n buat la ape2 yg patut lagi -> 7 pm gi Ilsas for berbuka -> balik apartment around 7.30, mandi, solat, ngaji -> 8.15 trus ke masjid for isya’ n terawikh -> balik around 9.40 -> computer jap yer… -> around 10.30 tdo! ..
Bile saye buat tutorial ye?? hehe.. on weekends and selit-selit kat jadual mase kelas….
Bile buat keje sekolah pulak? selit2 gak mase lepas terawikh n lepas sahur… huhu…
Bile basuh baju? haha… on weekends…
Huhu.. cukup-cukupla mengarut ye..
Nak balik!!! huhu.. rindu sama semua..
Oh, my little (hahahah) brother tengah PMR skrg ni.. Ahmad… doakan ler die berjaye…
My final exam is on the 13th, 16th, 17th and 18th Oct..
Papers yang i think i need to work extra hard to do them are Maths and Comparative Religion (kene banyak bace… huhu.. ni yg susah…).
Hopefully Physics senang la sket, pls Mr Joe!!
Oh, and my birthday is on the 19th October, ye… pls be informed… haha..
Hmm.. hopefully I can get 4 flat la for this final.. haha.. Ya Allah, punye la berangan.. hehe.. yela, tak pnah merase nak 4 flat… and nothing’s impossible rite..
Kalau dpt 4 flat, my cgpa will be 3.92… huhu.. mcm mantap je bunyinye…
Tapi, mai… jangan berangan nak 4 flat with this kind of attitude you have right now.. buat keje semua last-minute,, and bukan nak study bebetul!
Okay, mai.. kene work hard for the best, yer… semoga berjaya… ambil berkat bulan ramadhan ni.. rajin sikit!! eh, tak.. rajin banyak!!! ..
Okay okay.. dah kol 10.40 pm.. kene tido.. wassalam..