mkderwish…

I guess this will be the last post written and published from my humble room in uniten. Starting tomorrow, because the uniten students have started their semester break already, the internet connection in our apartment will be terminated. Yes, this is a very sad news indeed. Because we all will only be leaving on next Friday. Imagine, a week, with nothing particular to do, no classes whatsoever, without internet connection! I’m going to die of boredom.

We all have prepared lots of ‘bekal’ though. Loads and loads of dramas and movies. But then again, I’ll be bored in no time, too. I cannot live with just watching dramas…. muak, dan muntah… overloaded with plots and twists and mysteries konon-konon. Oh no… I sound like a person who doesn’t have anything better to do. Mai! there are lots and lots of educational and tarbiyah books that you have yet to finished! A week left, you need to go and meet all the kakak-kakak and makcik-makcik who have done many-many things for you here… say thank you… buy appreciation gifts or something…. but how, aa? I.Dun.Have.A.Car.And.I.Am.Such.A.Pokai…. we’ll figure out something!

Suddenly, a week left.

If any of you notice, in this blog, I have written ‘a year to go’ , ‘6 months left’ , ‘4 months left’ and so on… and now, so suddenly it’s a week! Seriously, HOW TIME FLIES… am I gonna miss uniten? maybe… but I don’t want to re-live it. Give me a million dollar even .. (eh, a million dollar? I’ll reconsider… haha .. materialistic meh).

Hmm, think again. How time flies. Kiamat sudah dekat. Tapi kenapa ramai masih tak bertobat. Pardon me, I don’t remember the lyrics because I only watched one episode of it but at least I get it rhymed (kiamat sudah dekat the series opening theme)… oh, I don’t watch tv anymore nowadays, which is a good thing, I hope. I have the internet, and I don’t think I miss anything. Or did I?? So far I don’t sound like a total oblivious girl from, uh, some hidden cave or something, kan… but the sad part is, I won’t have the internet anymore… Oh, I cannot wait to go back home and enjoy the fast broadband. It better behaves when I’m home!

When I browsed through the online newspaper, I wondered where did all the important news gone to? (I only scanned through the headlines though, because I think the headlines supposed to be the most important la kan?). Read the ‘Dunia’ part.. the top highlight is “Pondan lebih berjaya kutip cukai…” .. I was like, “oh….., so dunia, indeed……” and under that is a smaller headlines “150,000 warga Iraq mati semenjak penaklukan…”

I think, half of this world (maybe more) has mis-prioritized their priority in life… but maybe that’s just the media.. you know, a way of catching people’s attention. But this is the nation newspaper and it reflects the nation’s mindset, too, right?? Suddenly I feel ashamed. What happened to our people….. pathetic.
and people are bored of talking about this already, you know… this particular problem with our people nih, seems like an unsolved mystery….over-discussed pon… with no specific and practical solution….balik-balik, it all comes to moneeeey….

Ntahla…

Hmm, today I watched some interesting clips at YouTube. Oh, yes, YouTube. Watching youtube here in uniten was impossible…because the very slow connection speed. But now that only us PPOU students left today (most of students went back yesterday), so the internet speed is superb. But sadly, only for today… (Mr computer centre,can we have it just for another day?? tomorrow je….pls?….)

Honestly, there are full of creative people out there…. I envy them.

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I guess, I’ll be going to the University of Melbourne.

but UNSW sounds intriguing. UWA is nearer to Malaysia (can go back more often since the air ticket is cheaper.. the thing is, I miss my family already, but I’m still here.. waaa).

this 2 Unis that I won’t reconsider -> UQ, sounds too hot and far far away.. (haha).. Monash, too many people already.

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I want to write more in this last entry. But somehow I’m feeling too tired already. Huhu..

Maybe I’ll continue at home.. or maybe if I’m in the mood, at the library… haha very unlikely..

till then, bye everyone…SAYONARA my room …and I’m sorry for everything I’ve done that might hurt you all…

dunno when I’ll be able to update again…