Right now I’m at the computer lab, in uni. Yup. Felt bored answering the past year exams. Time out jap. I’m planning to go back home after Isya’, later.. until I think I’ve revised enough. Right now is about half an hour before maghrib. Time out.. time out. Hopefully after this the semangat will come back.
Ni tadi at ERC (Education Resource Centre) library, just beside Frank Tate building (where our prayer room situated). I studied there in the morning with an Indian friend of mine. Then after Zuhr, terus stay and study at Frank Tate. ERC is so quiet…
Wah, sempat upload gambo lagi.. sah tgh bosan. Okay.. tak lame lg nak maghrib. Better go back to Frank Tate now.
Semua sibuk nak exam. Kat sini, kat M’sia, kat Egypt… semoga diberi kemudahan buat semua! doalah utk each other 
Aku suka lihat awan dan langit. Kali ini misalnya. Sekarang di sini pagi. Syahdu sekali. Betapa misterious awan pagi ini. Mereka selubungi kita. Nampak amat gagah. Nampak menakutkan. Dari lensa pandangan aku la… aku renung awan dari tingkat 8 bangunan ini. Contrast sekali langit dan bumi. Awan yang berarak, luas, nun jauh mata memandang.
Aku lihat bawah..
di mana semua manusia berjalan, berkerja, hidup.. bernafas.
Terasa betapa insignificant berbanding awan. Dan langit. Yang mempunyai agenda besar.. menurut perintah Allah, berarak dengan ‘bergayanya’ …
Aku suka lihat matahari. Lihat sunrise. Renung sunset. Aku selalu, buat kesekian kalinya, terkesima. Terfikir, tidak hairanlah manusia dulu sampai menganggap matahari itu tuhan. Hebat. Gagah. Tenung manusia di bawah.. sibuk dengan agenda diri sendiri.. renung atas kembali.. matahari.. yang tidak pernah mahu bantah.. terus menyala.. sebelum masanya tiba.. matahari, makhluk Allah yang hebat.. terus tunduk dengan perintah Allah..
satu alam semesta yang hebat menurut perintah-Nya.. seluruh alam bertasbih… dan di mana manusia ketika semua makhluk yang lebih lebih hebat sibuk mencari redha tuhan??
Maha besar Allah yang menciptakan matahari dan awan… dan semua yang ada antara langit dan bumi.
(skema mood pagi ni.. doakan aku.. nak study hard today.. hopefully! to uni, I shall go…. now…)
Yes, I’m guilty. Please punish me. But I didn’t change anything but the header. Because I’m sick of staring at the same header. As always, the header is so simple. Edited in less than half an hour (searched stock photos+ photoshop + adjusting size in template editor). I was planning to add more stuff. But suddenly felt that’s enough…
Tomorrow I’ll go to uni, insyaAllah. Although there will be no classes. I just can’t study at home.
Anyway. It’s getting colder. Winter is coming … hmmm..
Semester one has ended today. SWOT VAC is next week (stands for Study Without Teaching Vacation).
May not update this blog as often. I need to avoid this laptop. Need to constantly remind myself to off the computer when I have done all the essentials (check emails only! and reply if necessary… and read friends’ blog update.. and that’s that!)
Buck up. Lots to cover. Need to be prepared. Need to study.
Paksa diri.
Ayat of the week … “Allah tengok usaha!” … hasilnya lain cerita…
All the best to all who are going to sit for exams. Work hard. Pray harder. Have faith.
Work with the end in mind…
I’m a person who is not used to studying hard. Seriously. I’m learning.. constantly learning.. continuously learning…
edit on 26th May, 10:12 pm: it’s so cold! today was unproductive… nak study!! tapi hampeh… i couldnt study at home la.. i need a big big table.. and a quiet quiet room.. far far from computer….
Attention!!!
Sesiapa di JB, terutamanya sahabat-sahabat ana…
sila.. sila.. kalau ade duit lebih tu, ambil peluang keemasan ini..
Serious best.. serious best!!!
tak rugi..
tak kisah la anda berlatar belakang macam mana.. immerse yourself in a different point of view..
it’s worth it.. seriously!!!
Maklumat Training ESQ Angkatan 8
Tarikh: 25 - 27 Mei 2007
Masa: 8.00 am - 7.00 pm
Tempat: Persada, Johor Bharu
Pelaburan Seumur Hidup:
RM 1380.00/seorang peserta
Tawaran Istimewa (tempat adalah terhad)
RM 1000.00 (Guru)
RM 700.00 (Pelajar berumur 17 - 25 tahun)
(Sila sertakan bukti seperti kad pelajar semasa pendaftaran jika anda mendaftar di bawah kategori ini)
Latihan selama 3 hari termasuk sarapan, makan tengahari, minum petang, material seminar, sijil dan kad alumni
(Kad ini akan melayakkan anda untuk menghadiri Training ESQ yang seterusnya di mana sahaja dan pada bila-bila masa secara PERCUMA)
Dehydrated-> headache.
Internet is not good for me. I cannot study when there’s internet. Yesterday we couldn’t log on to the internet. There was a problem in this building. I couldn’t think of anything else to do.. so I studied. Haha..
I felt like shopping today. So I did. Sigh. Money.. how easily it vanishes. It’s so easy to shop here in Melbourne. I didn’t even have cash with me. Not even 5 dollar! But I spent quite a lot… oh, the ‘beauty’ of eftpos.
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This conversation took place after astronomy lecture today..
“I want to go to city after this.. I’m going to skip math practical class.. hehe ”
“Oh, right now? ”
“um, no.. right after I pray la.. ”
“Pray? hmm.. when’s the praying time huh? I never know. Never bother to check. I only check it when it’s ramadhan.. to break fast … ”
“……….”
“Hahaha.. ”
Ya Allah, do guide her, ya Allah…
How could she say things like that so casually, without a pinch of guilt!.. even laughed it off..
Suddenly I feel so scared.
Imagine.. on the day of judgement.. these people come to me.. seret sekali aku..
“it’s her fault!.. it’s her fault.. she never told me!! she knew.. but never told me!! It’s her fault!”
i want to be strong ..
In a span of one week…!
Chocolate cheese cake
Apple Pie (lupa nak amek gambo awal2)
Lemon Strawberry Cheese cake
I don’t need to elaborate this post, kot… hmm… pepandai la buat conclusion sendiri.. heh.
An interesting read. Read it if you have the time.
Click for larger pic.
The Origin of Life - an Islamic Perspective
Science must increase our faith. It is wrong for anyone to close their eyes to what is right in front of them. For a Muslim the evidence of dinosaurs and fossils is not a threat to our beliefs. Rather, it is a confirmation of the power of Allah.
Adapted from the Book: What Islam is All About By Yahiya Emerick
A. Why Does Allah Tell Us About the Creation?
The Holy Qur’an is the book given to us by the Creator of the Universe. Allah, (literally: THE God) which is His personal Name, knows us best and is aware that humans can be very skeptical creatures.
Allah points out, “…if you were to seek a tunnel into the earth or a ladder into the skies and bring them a sign, (they still wouldn’t be convinced.) If it were Allah’s will, He could gather them all into true guidance, so don’t be among those who are influenced by ignorance.” (6:35)
Allah, the Keeper of Wisdom, makes it a point to give as many proofs in the Qur’an about His existence and creative abilities as possible so the maximum number of humans can be guided. We need proof, and Allah gives us that proof. (2:26, 40:57)
Allah, of course, does not need us to follow Him, or believe in Him. As He states, “Allah can do without them and Allah is free of all needs.” (64:6)
He merely wishes that people would choose to believe in Him so He can reward them for their choice. Allah is ready to forgive even those who acted wrongly if they but ask for His forgiveness.
In a Hadith, or saying of the Blessed Prophet Muhammad, we learn, “When Allah decreed the creation (of the universe,) He set down in His book which is with Him, ‘Indeed, My mercy is stronger than My wrath.’” (Bukhari & Muslim. Also see 6:12)
Among the proofs given in the Qur’an for us to learn from is a very detailed explanation of the different features of the universe, how it was made and how the planets and stars were formed. Allah says that, “To Him is due the origin of space and the Earth.” (6:101)
Of course, most people who lived at the Prophet’s time would never have understood what those ayat really meant, but they accepted them anyway and interpreted them as best they could. Sometimes they came up with very interesting explanations.
Allah instructs us to accept everything in the Qur’an, even if we don’t yet know how to understand it. The understanding of the Qur’an grows with each passing generation. As He said, “The intelligent people declare, ‘We believe in the book, the whole of it is from our Lord.” (3:7)
B. Modern Science and Islam.
Modern day scientists have been awe-struck at how complex and intricate the universe is. (67:3-4) The sciences of astronomy, chemistry, astrophysics and molecular biology have pushed the limits of our knowledge ever further.
These new discoveries have assisted greatly in the understanding of what the ayat in the Qur’an mean. For example, there is a section of verses where Allah mentions that during the process of human development, there is a stage where we were an ‘Alaq in the womb. (96:1-5) The word literally means, “a clinging thing.” But no one knew in past centuries how that could be part of the process of growth for a fetus.
So translators, commentators and scholars have tried to explain it as meaning we were clots of blood or other such strange things in the womb. But new discoveries in the last few years have shown that in the early stages of pregnancy, the fertilized egg actually attaches itself to the uterine wall and clings there as it is growing. Thus, modern knowledge unlocks another mystery that previous Muslims could only guess at.
The same thing is true in other areas to quite a startling degree. When we study the ayat of the Qur’an relating to the creation of the universe, we come away astounded, especially since they agree with what we have only discovered in the last ten, twenty and fifty years.
The Qur’an does not give a single, unified essay on how the universe began. Instead, keeping with the Qur’anic method of teaching, different aspects of creation are mentioned in different places in order to give authority to the particular lesson being taught. (See 30:58)
For example, in Surah at Tariq, (86) Allah begins by mentioning the brightest star which appears in the sky at night. Then He describes this star and uses it as a metaphor for how every human has an angel watching over them. Do you see how Allah uses physical aspects of nature to illustrate spiritual principles?
C. The Qur’anic History of Creation.
After we find the references to creation in the Qur’an, then we can piece them together to get a picture of how Allah’s revelation explains the beginning. As Muslims, however, we must not forget to look into the lesson taught in each passage. We must remember what the purpose is for including these signs in the Qur’an so we can be enlightened spiritually as well as mentally.
Allah begins by stating that the universe and planet Earth took six “days” to create. (7:54) Now it must be remembered that in Arabic the word Youm can mean a day as we know it, or it can mean any stage or period of time. As Allah points out, a day to him can be a thousand years, fifty thousand years or more. 1
The creation of planets and the Earth took place in the last two periods of time. As Allah states in the Qur’an, “Declare, ‘Do you disbelieve in the One Who created the Earth in two stages? Do you make others equal to Him? He is the Lord of all the worlds.’” (41:9)
The process of creation can be summarized as follows: All matter in the universe was compacted together in one place. Then Allah gave the command and it blew apart scattering molecules and gases in all directions. (”The Big Bang.”) The force of this initial explosion keeps the universe expanding.
Space was filled with matter, anti-matter and gases which eventually combined into larger particles. These bits of matter eventually grew into asteroids, planets, stars and moons. Each object of inter-stellar space conformed to a set of physical laws which governed the trajectory of their orbits so a regular pattern of rotation could be seen. (21:33, 29:61)
Stars ignited in a fury of radioactive fusion and gave off light and heat which brought warmth to those planets near them. (86:3) Small moons were captured in the orbit of larger planets and came to have a regular orbit around them, often reflecting light from the sun. (54:1-2)
Finally, the planets themselves developed and formed in a variety of ways with fantastic geologic formations and movements both above and below the surface. (27:61)
The planet Earth, in particular, cooled near its outer layers, forming a thin crust made up of plates that moved and grated against each other. (15:19) This allowed the Earth’s surface to constantly erase the damage caused by occasional asteroid impacts. But the colliding of the plates also had the side effect of raising tall mountains and exposing the geologic history of the planet.
Escaping gases from the ground and water, warmed in the sunlight, eventually raised to a high altitude where they formed a protective layer. This Ozone Layer shielded out harmful radiation and ultraviolet rays from the sun.
After a time, life was to appear but that is the subject of the next lesson. For now, it is amazing that this scientific narrative is almost exactly the same as what Allah revealed in the Qur’an. Look at the following illustrations showing what happened, what Allah said about it, and the ayat from which they come.
You will be amazed and can only proclaim your wonder at Allah’s Revelation. Remember, He mentioned these things to teach us to be believers in Him. If He tells us the truth, we would be fools not to believe in Him. Right?
“Don’t they see anything in the functioning of space and the Earth and in all things Allah created?” (7:185)
D. How Can We Know the World Around Us?
As we have learned already, Islamic teachings assume that the Earth and universe are very old. In addition, the Qur’an states clearly that one of the reasons Allah made us intelligent and self-aware, or Sentient, is so that we can discover the wonders of the natural world around us. In short, Allah gave us the mission to investigate what He created.
There is so much we don’t know or understand, even about how our own bodies work. With all these fantastic areas of knowledge to pursue, you would think that everyone would recognize their Lord. But some still choose to keep their eyes shut. As Allah says, “He, (Allah,) created humans from a drop of sperm and then the same humans become clear arguers!” (16:4.)
But thankfully, not everyone closes their understanding and the world has many fine examples of great scientists and researchers who also put their trust in Allah.
In our modern world there are so many discoveries in all fields which are giving us a more complete picture of the history of the universe. At the same time, our knowledge of Earth’s past is expanding and revealing some surprising results.
E. What Do We Know about the Origins of Life?
Today, scientists tell us that life began in the sea when simple molecules bonded together and became self-replicating, or self-producing. These single-celled organisms, quickly took on the characteristics of what we know as algae.
They received their energy from the sun in a process termed Photosynthesis, and as a result of their activity, new gases formed in the air creating a viable environment for more complex forms of life.
As Muslims we can either accept this theory, reject it or modify it according to what we know in Allah’s revelation. As you will remember, we learned that Allah said He created all life from water and raised a protective canopy over the Earth. Allah knows best and all we can do is study, research, test and reflect.
Scientists further tell us that over millions of years, the first organisms blossomed gradually into many different types and shapes, resulting in plant life, plankton, arthropods and simple fishes. Dinosaurs, higher creatures and mammals followed.
F. What is Evolution and Creationism?
These discoveries in themselves are not harmful to a healthy belief in Allah’s creative power to make whatever He wills in whatever way He wishes. But some scientists have tried to say that everything in the universe, even life itself, happened all by chance and accident, without any Divine intervention.
The name of this theory is Evolution and its most famous advocate was a man named Charles Darwin (1809-1882). He was an Englishman who lived during the nineteenth century when Britain ruled most of the world.
He was keenly interested in the origin of life and took a journey around the world to study the plants and animals of Earth. The ship he sailed on was called the HMS Beagle. He spent a particularly long amount of time on the Galapagos Islands, located in the Pacific ocean, examining birds, lizards and giant turtles.
He came to believe that the variety of life in our world was due to what he called “Natural Selection” and “Survival of the Fittest.” He wrote his findings in a book entitled, “On the Origin of Species” which he published in 1859.
The book immediately caused a controversy in the Christian world because Christianity taught that God made life in an instant and that Earth was the center of importance in the universe. Christians also felt threatened by Darwin’s teachings because they knew it meant he was saying everything happened without needing God. To this day, many Christians still oppose and do battle in court over whether or not these theories should be taught in school.
These Christians advance the counter- idea of Creationism, or God making things all at once, while modern scientists still promote Evolution, or things happening by themselves accidentally, gradually and naturally. The two sides are as far apart as ever.
G. What Do Muslims Believe?
Where do Muslims stand? The answer may surprise you for we can agree with aspects of both sides. Islam teaches us that Allah’s creation is vast and beyond our comprehension. We are also taught that the more we explore and learn, the more we will come to believe in Allah. That is the Islamic position.
So we assert without any hesitation that Allah caused the creation of the universe and that He set up the laws for its functioning. As Allah said:
“Behold! In the creation of space and the Earth and in the changing of night into day are indeed signs for people of understanding. Those who remember Allah standing, sitting and lying down, and contemplate the (wonders) of creation in space and the Earth. (They declare,) “Our Lord! You didn’t create all of this for nothing. So save us from the punishment of the fire.” (3:190-191)
Science, then, must increase our faith. It is wrong for anyone to close their eyes to what is right in front of them. For hundreds of years people have been finding fossils, bones and ancient artifacts which point to a hidden past we don’t know much about. Allah even commands us to travel over the Earth and learn from what we see. We humans have now seen much to challenge our understanding!
We know that Earth existed long before the appearance of humans. Allah says, “Wasn’t there a long period of time before humans were even mentioned?” (76:1)
We also know from the geologic timetable that the Earth went through many ages before we came here. And in the ayat that mentions this proof of Allah, we are given a very strong clue about the adaptability of life forms to their environment.
Allah said, “Don’t you see that Allah sends rain from the sky? With it We produce plants of various colors. And in the mountains are colored layers, white and red of various tones and some black in hue. And so too, among humans and crawling creatures and cattle. They are of various colors. Those among Allah’s servants who have knowledge truly fear Him, for Allah is Mighty and Forgiving.” (35:27-28)
So while we agree with the Creationists who say Allah made the universe, we disagree with them on how fast it was constructed and that Earth is the only center of focus for the Creator. Allah declares Himself to be the Lord of All the Worlds: Rabb ul Alameen.
Because we do not reject the evidence presented to us by Paleontologists (fossil hunters) and other scientists, we can accept some of what they say, also, about the origins of life on Earth and the existence of dinosaurs and other creatures in the fossil record. However, we read in Allah’s book that He caused it to happen and that by studying it we increase our faith in Him. Therefore, we disagree with those who say everything happened without Allah, by mere chance only.
“To Allah belongs the control of space and the Earth and Allah has power over all things.” (3:189)
Ours is the middle position even as Allah said we were created to be the middle community: never going to extremes. (2:143) So we don’t accept, based on the evidence, the final positions of both sides. Rather, we accept what appears to be true and reject what appears to be false from each. The Qur’an is our standard, our determiner, and it has never let us down, nor will it ever do so.
For a Muslim, then, the evidence of dinosaurs, trilobites and ancient algae is not a threat to our beliefs. Rather, it is a confirmation of the power of Allah. As Allah said, “He has created horses and mules for you to ride and show; and He has created other (creatures) that you don’t know.” (16:8)
“Allah created every creature from water. Of them are some that creep on their bellies, some that walk on two legs and some that walk on four. Allah creates what He wills for He has power over all things. We have indeed sent signs that make things clear and Allah guides whom He wills to the straight way.” (24:45-46)
Who else but Allah could have made such a complex and mysterious universe? (16:40) We must have pity on those who reject the proof of Allah’s existence for they will be the losers in the end.
Remember the ayah that was listed before: Allah says, “He, (Allah,) created humans from a drop of sperm and then the same humans become clear arguers!” (16:4.)
Even a miraculous thing such as the fertilization of the egg cannot convince some people to believe in the creative energy of the Creator of the Universe.
Allah asks rhetorically,
“Then what message will they believe in after this?”(77:50)
Source: http://www.islamfortoday.com/emerick16.htm
Further readings:
Hmm.. updates.
This week I’m busy with the IT Group project that is due this Thursday. I had a problem with my stylesheet. Had tried to redo it several times just to find out that the error was just a 3 letter word. Huhu. Really tested my patience. Alhamdulillah it’s all good now. When that’s resolved, everything else seems easier. The spirit to work harder has come back. Alhamdulillah. Got another XML schema to do, and the project report. And some touch-up. That’s it, InsyaAllah.
Do you want to hear a bad news? Hmm. Not a big deal really. But both of my room’s lights aren’t working anymore. I can’t do my works/study in the room. That will only lessen my ‘frequency’ of trying to study. Hmmm……
It’s so cloudy today. But not so cold. I kinda miss the sun. Cannot observe the sunset in this kind of weather.
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Girls, as everyone knows are conscious about their appearance/well-being. We often talk about all kinds of exercises/activities that are useful to maintain/losing weight. But I am tired to hear things like…
1- eh, don’t skip your dinner.. memanglah awal2 akan lose weight.. but in the long run, once you start having dinner again, you’ll gain weight much more faster.
2- push up is good .. maintain flat tummy.. tapi kene istiqamah la.. kalau tinggalkan at one point nnt, senang nak buncit balik.. so, i think i couldn’t buat tiap2 ari la nnt, so takyah buat la..
3- eh, aerobics is good… but make sure you buat hari2.. kalau berenti, lagi cepat berat naik! tu la sy malas nak buat aerobics.. nnt tinggal je..
hmm.. it’s all about disciplines.. so kene la determine, and discipline.. negatif sungguh.. awal2 lagi dah ‘give up’ .. mane boleh… muslim kene disiplin.. and maintain good health kan.. hmm… this is peringatan for me too.. lame seh dah tak eksersais.. joints sudah itu bunyi krak-kruk-krak-kruk.. disiplin, mai.. disiplin…
hmm.. terkenangkan zaman kegemilangan netball ku di sekolah… rindu pulak.. (eceh…. ) It has been nearly 3 years since I last play netball..
Final is getting nearer. Have to do exercise regularly! to maintain the ‘freshness’ of my brain.. study selesa sikit. Takdelah rase lemah asik terperuk dalam bilik. Jgn study 24/7 ye semua.. seimbangkan dgn riadhah…
Wah.. apesal ye saye sungguh bersemangat sekali akhir-akhir ini? mungkin kerana rasa tak sihat tu tidak best. And I’m having headache every single day.. and got leg cramps every so often.. and… juga sbb satu faktor yang kawan-kawan kat sini semua tau! .. hehe.. just realized that maybe I kurang exercise..
Semoga Mai berjaya mendisiplinkan dirinya… berdoalah utk nya.. mama n abah! hehehe.. (teringat dulu kat umah asik kene marah.. sebab tak berdisiplin.. huhu )
[Tambahan kam 9:14 mlm]
Ya Allah… sabo kan lah aku..
tensi2.. huhu..
as-sobrun jameeeeel…..
nak marah takleh… sebab yg buat halnye machine… machine takleh piker..
huhu.. sabor ajela…. sabo…
wasted time: 1 and a half hours..
sabo mai.. sabo…
aaaa.. scanner ni! .. huhuhuh
sabor la…
(penat.. meng’scan’ documents yg banyak.. nak dicompilekan dlm pdf.. tetibe hilang semua.. huhu..)
kerja ku tidak berganjak.. cam tdo pun best gak..
A nasyid by Zain Bikha and Dawud Wharnsby Ali..
When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows
No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows
You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows.
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Hmm.. Allah knows..
He created us.. He knows.
Whatever we think, even in a split second, He knows.
And indeed, We have created man, and We know what his ownself whispers to him. And We are nearer to him than his jugular vein
~Qaf : 16
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This ayaah serves as alleviation and also as warning. If you are obedient, if you hope for no one but Him, if you are feeling depressed, He knows.. chin up. And warning for those who forgets … He knows everything that we do.. and the angels beside you never leave you.. salamun alaykum ..
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The sky today is magnificent.
Look at this .. what do you see? I see… awan terbang! dan matahari dibaliknya… this was half an hour ago..
this reminds me of angels.. Malaaikah..
And this is a couple of minutes ago.. sunset!
SubhanAllah..
Oh.. and azan maghrib sudah berkumandang.. (adhan software, la). So have to post this quickly..
Till next time..
Semoga kita semua diberi hidayah terus-menerus tanpa henti walau sesaat… walau jangka sekerdipan mata..
[Tambahan dibwh ini … jam 6.30 ptg]
Okay, I need to blog. So I continue this entry aje.
I got this group project that I mentioned earlier. And I soooo need to do it. But today, I haven’t touch it. Okay. maybe a bit. Just opened the file in the xml editor. No progress.
What have I done today? Let it be secret, eh.. hehe…
Anyway, only 2 weeks of lectures left! Then got study week.. then final exams.
This monday I got 2 tests. For astro and physics. Doakan.
Today, genaplah 3 bulan aku disini.. eceh.. hmm.. 3 months for a semester. So short. What have I studied for these 3 months?
Hmm… I so cannot wait for the holiday. Feel a bit strangled. Need to go out.. I want to jalan-jalan … and feel ‘it’ again..
Susahnye nak lawan nafsu kan.. jihad paling besar tuh…
Hari ni sejuk mase pagi tadi.. kami, kanak-kanak first year jakun dgn wap yang keluar dari mulut mase bercakap.. haha..
And oh yea, I have switched on my room’s heater. Sejuk.. huhuhu… tp as noon comes, dah tak sejuk sgt..
Ya Allah, rilek nye hari ni.. mane boleh, mai..
Hari ni kawan kat umah bwh masak.. tomyam thai.. alhamdulillah ade org nak bagi makan.. hehe..
Uhm.. terbeli lagi coklat.. tapi kali ni coklat lain.. TITAN.. ala2 mars.. ish2.. kene sembunyikan dlm fridge dalam-dalam..
Hari ni henpon saye senyap sekali 
… I think I’m gonna call someone.. kredit sy banyak sgt lagi.. ade lagi 5 hari before it expires.. I still got $250 lebei kurang (but I only have to pay $49).. huhu.. iyela.. org single mingle.. gitula.. jimat tau! nak kol mesia pon boleh ni.. banyak pilihan.. calling card ada.. kredit pun ada… (hmm.. ape sy mengarut ni..what’s the point?) .
Teringin nak balik mesia sebab 2 perkara -> shopping n makanan .. huhu.. dunia betui…
Hmm.. I have to study… have to.. have to..
Strength .. I need it, GOD ..
HE KNOWS ..
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tambahan lagi..
my flickr page.. gambo awan yang banyaaaak.. sile lah..
Mai’s Flickr