mkderwish…

A nasyid by Zain Bikha and Dawud Wharnsby Ali..

When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows.

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Hmm.. Allah knows..
He created us.. He knows.
Whatever we think, even in a split second, He knows.

And indeed, We have created man, and We know what his ownself whispers to him. And We are nearer to him than his jugular vein

~Qaf : 16

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This ayaah serves as alleviation and also as warning. If you are obedient, if you hope for no one but Him, if you are feeling depressed, He knows.. chin up. And warning for those who forgets … He knows everything that we do.. and the angels beside you never leave you.. salamun alaykum ..

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The sky today is magnificent.
Look at this .. what do you see? I see… awan terbang! dan matahari dibaliknya… this was half an hour ago..

this reminds me of angels.. Malaaikah..

And this is a couple of minutes ago.. sunset!

SubhanAllah..

Oh.. and azan maghrib sudah berkumandang.. (adhan software, la). So have to post this quickly..
Till next time..

Semoga kita semua diberi hidayah terus-menerus tanpa henti walau sesaat… walau jangka sekerdipan mata..

[Tambahan dibwh ini … jam 6.30 ptg]

Okay, I need to blog. So I continue this entry aje.
I got this group project that I mentioned earlier. And I soooo need to do it. But today, I haven’t touch it. Okay. maybe a bit. Just opened the file in the xml editor. No progress.

What have I done today? Let it be secret, eh.. hehe…

Anyway, only 2 weeks of lectures left! Then got study week.. then final exams.

This monday I got 2 tests. For astro and physics. Doakan.

Today, genaplah 3 bulan aku disini.. eceh.. hmm.. 3 months for a semester. So short. What have I studied for these 3 months?

Hmm… I so cannot wait for the holiday. Feel a bit strangled. Need to go out.. I want to jalan-jalan … and feel ‘it’ again..

Susahnye nak lawan nafsu kan.. jihad paling besar tuh…

Hari ni sejuk mase pagi tadi.. kami, kanak-kanak first year jakun dgn wap yang keluar dari mulut mase bercakap.. haha..

And oh yea, I have switched on my room’s heater. Sejuk.. huhuhu… tp as noon comes, dah tak sejuk sgt..

Ya Allah, rilek nye hari ni.. mane boleh, mai..

Hari ni kawan kat umah bwh masak.. tomyam thai.. alhamdulillah ade org nak bagi makan.. hehe..

Uhm.. terbeli lagi coklat.. tapi kali ni coklat lain.. TITAN.. ala2 mars.. ish2.. kene sembunyikan dlm fridge dalam-dalam..

Hari ni henpon saye senyap sekali … I think I’m gonna call someone.. kredit sy banyak sgt lagi.. ade lagi 5 hari before it expires.. I still got $250 lebei kurang (but I only have to pay $49).. huhu.. iyela.. org single mingle.. gitula.. jimat tau! nak kol mesia pon boleh ni.. banyak pilihan.. calling card ada.. kredit pun ada… (hmm.. ape sy mengarut ni..what’s the point?) .

Teringin nak balik mesia sebab 2 perkara -> shopping n makanan .. huhu.. dunia betui…

Hmm.. I have to study… have to.. have to..

Strength .. I need it, GOD ..

HE KNOWS ..

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tambahan lagi..
my flickr page.. gambo awan yang banyaaaak.. sile lah..
Mai’s Flickr