my fault
Dehydrated-> headache.
Internet is not good for me. I cannot study when there’s internet. Yesterday we couldn’t log on to the internet. There was a problem in this building. I couldn’t think of anything else to do.. so I studied. Haha..
I felt like shopping today. So I did. Sigh. Money.. how easily it vanishes. It’s so easy to shop here in Melbourne. I didn’t even have cash with me. Not even 5 dollar! But I spent quite a lot… oh, the ‘beauty’ of eftpos.
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This conversation took place after astronomy lecture today..
“I want to go to city after this.. I’m going to skip math practical class.. hehe ”
“Oh, right now? ”
“um, no.. right after I pray la.. ”
“Pray? hmm.. when’s the praying time huh? I never know. Never bother to check. I only check it when it’s ramadhan.. to break fast … ”
“……….”
“Hahaha.. ”
Ya Allah, do guide her, ya Allah…
How could she say things like that so casually, without a pinch of guilt!.. even laughed it off..
Suddenly I feel so scared.
Imagine.. on the day of judgement.. these people come to me.. seret sekali aku..
“it’s her fault!.. it’s her fault.. she never told me!! she knew.. but never told me!! It’s her fault!”
i want to be strong ..
trybastgfar 4 yrslf n say doa 4 her dgn ikhlas hati,like semuga Allah guides u,or may Allah frgive u and then warn him or her of Allah’s punishmnt etc…js say anything,jgn jd sytan yg bisu!!!!
Comment by hidayat bt twahir — May 22, 2007 @ 1:26 am
the beauty of eftpos..hahaha.. i like that.. hahahaa..
Comment by asbestos_nabil — May 23, 2007 @ 9:12 am