mkderwish…

(I’m kinda tired right now.. need to update for my family.. so, sorry to all.. kalau rase cam tak seswai.. takyahla bace)

To mama, abah and my family.. ni cerita munah nye break setakat ni.. hari tu skype tersekat2.. susah nak cerita.
Habis exam Isnin last week, munah banyak gi jalan dah. Seperti yang munah cerita dlm post sblm ni, munah pi Mornington Peninsular.. best2… scenery yang best. Ni munah pegi hari khamis (21 Jun 2007).

Pastu hari sabtu sampai hari selasa, munah gi sydney. Ni second time munah gi. Tapi kali ni gi banyak tempat lagi. Fes time hari tu kejap sgt dan tak sempat nak ke mana2 sangat. Kali ni, ktorg gi Paddy’s market, gi sydney opera house, naik ferry… ke darling harbour. Ktorg gi uni of sydney gak.

Ni kat uni of sydney, di depan quadrangle .. macam bangunan hogwarts.

and ni pemandangan harbour bridge and sydney opera house dr ferry. Ktorg memula rancang nak naik mase sunset.. tapi terlepas sikit.. so nak dkt malam sgt.. tp lawo gak. Ktorg naik ferry ni sampai darling harbour. Kat sane ade Sydney Convention Centre, abah! lawo la gak.. tapi mcm kecik.

Pastu hati rabu, anak lecturer munah sampai. So munah bawak jalan2. Semalam pergi Yarra River lagi, tengok api. Ni dah kali ketiga munah tengok. Pastu ktorg gi masuk shopping centre jap… g kedai coklat.. yummy. Ade toblerone besooo 4.5 kg.. berharga 165 dollar!. Pastu ktorg gi explore melben at night.. hmmmm…
munah tak bwk camera smlm.. so tak amek ape2 gambo..

Hari ni pegi melbourne museum, port melbourne dan observation deck!

Ni kat virtual reality room.. kene pakai spek burok tu utk tgk clips 3D

Ni pulak one of the things yg die tunjuk dlm museum tu.. this particular ‘thing’ reminds me of ESQ…

Pastu ktorg gi port melben.. lunch fish and chips… then sunset

I just love the colours of sunset. Ditambah lagi nak dekat full moon…

Pastu after maghrib.. ktorg gi Melbourne Observation Deck.. situated at Rialto Tower..
ni dari 55th floor of Rialto tower… The City Of Melbourne…

Tu la die…. munah tgk penat skrg ni.. huhu.. nak update blog sblm gi esok.
Esok munah gi winter gathering for 3 days.

Mak.. nak balik.. huhu….
Abah.. ble nak g sni.. ble tgk bangunan2 and scenery kat sni asik tringat abah je.. mesti abah suka sgt..
huhu….

It’s not going to be easy.
Will never be easier.

For some reason I’m so thankful.

I feel the love.

It’s going to be hard.
Harsh. Unpredictable.
But it’s good to feel sane.
It’s good to feel alive.

I’m alive.

It’s hard. But so worth it.

Every single breath.
Every single step.
Every single decision.
Guide me oh GOD.

Malam ni akan betolak ke Sydney! , again
4 days.

Housemateku balik M’sia hari ni.

A very sweet song! (Thanks ziq!)

A Child’s Prayer (Remix, orginally Zain Bikha’s)

I sometimes lie awake at night
And wonder at the stars so bright
I dream about my future,too
And the things that I will do
Yeah
Remix yo
Child’s Prayer
I sometimes lie awake at night
And wonder at the stars so bright
I dream about my future,too
And the things that I will do
Soon the world will count on me
I’m the future,they agree
People depend on me,somehow
Though small and timid,I am now
So you and I,my dearest friend,
Must stand together ’till the end
For we are one,by Allah’s grace
No matter what our color or race
We must prepare ourselves today
While we journey on life’s way
So much there is to learn and see,
For true believers we must be
Yeah,
Yeah,
C’mon
Go forwards,young Muslims,wherever you are
In the shadow of the sun or by the light of a star
Your Supreme-Protector is Al-Mighty Allah
Go forwards,young Muslims,wherever you are
Go forwards,young Muslims,we feel your pain
So many places,Palestine,people are dying,mothers are crying
Bombs are falling from the sky,people asking “Why?”
The only thing that we can do is pray to God to help them through
But do they realize that Allah hates those who kill and despise?
I think that’s no surprise
We must rise up,c’mon,young Muslims,gotta rise up
C’mon young Muslims
Together we must stand in the masjid to pray
Pray for a better day,a better way
To make this world a better place
‘Cos let’s face it,it’s outta control
We need to grab hold of each other,
Unite as one Ummah
Like back in the days of the companions of the Prophet [SAW]
Some were young,they were strong
And they loved each other
Brothers and sisters,and they could die for one another
So stand up,young Muslims,say it out loud
It’s time to be counted,right here,right now
Yeah,right here,c’mon,right now,yeah
Oh Allah,we love you so
Give us health and make us grow
Be with us each passing day while we journey on life’s way
[Words between verses]
Allah,we pray to you
To help us through
Yeah
We gotta rise up,
We gotta rise up,
We gotta rise up,
C’mon,young Muslims
We must pray…
Pray for a better day,a better way…
To make this world a better place…
It’s out of control…
We need to grab hold…
Unite as one Ummah
We need to be heard
Our time is up on,I said nothing to fear
[Words at end]
‘Cos if love is in or hearts,no one can tear us apart
Yeah,it’s the remix,yo
Child’s prayer
It’s time to be counted,young Muslims

Winter break is here. And full of plans.

Today we went to Mornington peninsular. Alhamdulillah. I could see the ocean again. The waves. The clouds.

How magical. We are never tired of staring at them.

Ever wonder why? of course, they are beautiful… but they’re also Allah’s creation.. which never sick and tired of obeying Him, never stop to ‘bertasbih’ to Him. And we, have this fitrah too… we are Allah’s creation, too.. and our mind, our body are inclined towards this fitrah.. of wanting to obey Him.. and feel close to anything that obey Him.. like these ocean,clouds.. the sun.. and the moon..

It’s a ‘miracle’ how we feel instant peace when we are surrounded by these. The glare of the sun… the sound of the waves.. the chill of cool air. Kerana semuanya sentiasa bertasbih kepada-Nya…

among His creations, only human and jin have the guts to not obey…. padahal, kita tak mampu nak pandang matahari pun…. walaupun dah berlapis-lapis di’tapis’ atmosfera..

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Cukupla sudah kau bermain-main.
Kerana masa yang pergi
bermakna masa yang pergi

dan aku ingin benar-benar hidup

Edited on 21st June: I think maybe I was wrong.. maybe that wasnt saturn.. venus kot.. hish.. i so dunno.. but rasenye planet la..

Dah lama langit tak clear. Sentiasa cloudy. Tapi petang tadi clear! dan saye amat gembira dapat melihat bulan!… dan saturn!!!

and tak lame selepas itu ..

Oh.. rindu pula dgn observing.. star gazing.. hmmm.. bile lagi ye?

Betul la Nadia. The world seems a lot nicer when exam is over!

Alhamdulillah….
Bismillahi tawakkaltu ala Allah.
La hawla.. wala quwwata.. illa biLlah..
Now it’s time to leave it all to Allah.

I just feel like writing. Please ignore. Because sometimes people write not to inform. But to search. To find. To reason. To rationalize.
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Rasa muak, mual dan nak muntah.
Tak tau apa masalahnya.
Tau tapi buat-buat tak tau.

Sebenarnye aku rasa mual, muak dan nak muntah.

Ignorance. Egoistic. Stubbornness.
Perasan bagus.

tolongla! tolonglah…
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kau marah siapa?

entahla… sape makan cili terasa pedasnya..

tapi, kalau org tu tatau die mkn cili sebenanye?

tula… kadang-kadang dia tatau cili tu cane sebenanye.. kene ade org terangkan, cili ade pelbagai bentuk.. ade yg kecik, ade yg beso.. ade yg warna merah.. ade warna hijau.. mungkin ikut ilmu dia stakat ni, cili tuh merah saje..

dan dia pun dah immune dengan pedas…

so ble dia makan cili hijau.. dia tatau die makan cili.. dia tak kesah pedas sbb dah immune.. igtkan tade pape..
tapi dia makan cili!

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wah ape aku mengarut ni….

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mungkin aku marah kat diri sendiri.

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makin banyak kita tau.. makin banyak kita sedar yang kita tak tahu..
so makin byk saye rasa saya tak tau.. makin terasa perlunya just stay still and shut up!
sebab byk tak tau.. so jgn la pandai2 cakap…

dah, budak.. gi main jauh-jauh…