mkderwish…

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.

Right now I’m at the university computer lab. We haven’t got internet at home, yet. Maybe we’ll get it by the end of this week or around next week. Just hope it’ll be here soon. Because internet is sure very very very important, as in amat convenient to check anything, everything here. From checking scholarship allowance, to reading news. Paying bills, buying items, googling maps! Hmm.. I haven’t even check my timetable for this semester yet. Hopefully all the classes aren’t full yet, so that I can conveniently change it to suit my needs.

Anyway, I like our new house. It’s lovely. Although the style is kind of ‘ancient’. Um, a 30-year-old town house it is (eh, betul ke?). But it’s good enough. It also got fancy embossed wallpaper. Oldies style. Lawo la. My room is spacious enough. The house situated very near to the university, tram stop and many other facilities. Silalah berkunjung ke Pelham, sesiapa yang mengenali diriku.

The past few days after I arrived, we’ve been busy assembling our furniture. IKEA’s. Sure was tiring. But now, everything is done, and all furniture has been arranged ‘interior-designer’ly (laugh if you may). All boxes have been emptied. It’s a relief to see everything organized.

Alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin..

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Semuanya bagaikan mimpi..
Tapi, kau pasti kau sedar apa itu mimpi?

A looooong journey you undertook. But when u woke up, you realized actually it’s only been a few minutes.

That’s mimpi.

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I want to pursue only things that matter.
Don’t let me forget this.
Things that matter.
That’ll be counted.
Things that matter.

In the hereafter.
That’s forever.

Rabbana la tu’akhizna in nasina aw akh’to’na..
Rabbana la tuhamilna mala toqotolanabih.

(Wahai Tuhan kami, janganlah Kau hukum kami andai kami lupa atau tersalah
Wahai Tuhan kami, janganlah kau bebankan kami apa yang kami tidak sanggup membebaninya.. )

Every second counts.

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I just checked my timetable. Seems like I cannot change anything since all my subjects have only one stream. But it’s good enough I guess because this semester, I only got 15 contact hours!

Subjects for this semester:

Quantum Mechanics & Thermal Physics
Astrophysics & Optics II
History of Astronomy
Vector Analysis

:)

Rabbi syrahli sadri wayasirli amri..

Semoga saya dapat belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh.

I’m a second year student already.

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Dah rindu family balik…

But it’s good to be back.

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Er, it’s only been 5 days but I got more than 200 feeds to be read. Huhu.

I realize
How childishly I act.
How immaturely I think.
How playfully I live…

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It’s tomorrow.
I don’t want to leave, yet.

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Distant.
That’s how I feel.

How can I face it.
I couldn’t.

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It’s my fault.
My ignorance.
The stubbornness.
That stuck.

Here.
Within.
Deep.

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It’s never impossible
To change.

It’s hard.
That’s why it’s so worth it.

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Leave it to Him
Who knows best.

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Have faith.
Grip it hard.

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I’m going back.

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I’m taking small steps.
You are already embracing me hard.
Enveloping me with Your love.

Show me the path…
You are my guiding light…

….

I hope
I’m back

Just because you’ve read ONE book about a certain topic, doesn’t make you an expert in that particular area. Even though you’ve read it cover to cover. Doesn’t mean you have sufficient knowledge to debate about it.

Be careful. Be very careful.

We are accountable for everything that we do, say.. everything.
Other than that… it has consequences that can effect the mass,the community as a whole not only our self.

*Muhasabah diri*

La tamsyi fil ardhi maraha (31:18)

A ‘poster’ that I find cute and applicable to me. Thanks to AlwanComics

Hmm.. it has been long since I uploaded any pictures, eh.
This would do.

I want a dslr. Law of attraction in progress. *grin*

I watched ‘The Secret: The Law of Attraction’ just now. It’s interesting but I couldn’t help but think we, Muslims have been taught that by Allah. It reminds me of this ayat from surah Ali Imran, ayat 145..

“Sesuatu yang bernyawa tidak akan mati melainkan dengan izin Allah, sebagai ketetapan yang telah ditentukan waktunya. Barang siapa menghendaki pahala dunia, niscaya Kami berikan kepadanya pahala dunia itu, dan barang siapa menghendaki pahala akhirat, Kami berikan (pula) kepadanya pahala akhirat itu. Dan kami akan memberi balasan kepada orang-orang yang bersyukur.”

You’ll get what you ask for. What important is, you truly ask for it, and have faith. Have FAITH!. I believe in the power of faith. Well, we all know that.. when we are asked, “what is the kekuatan of Islam?”.. we get this answer-> Iman, ukhuwah, material. But how many of us really take it as an advantage? We have the power of believing…

From my own experience… I get all that I ask for. The things that I wanted the most. The things that I imagined. The things that I prayed for. Like really2 imagined and prayed for. And I really2 believe I’d get it. I really got it. Yes, I really got it.

Sometimes people’ll say.. I’ve prayed really hard, but I still don’t get what I want.. I believe it’s because you still have doubts. Sometimes the doubts are there, but hidden. Most of the times it’s there but you keep on praying anyway. You believe, but some doubts are still lingering.. somewhere.

“Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step”. (Martin Luther King Jr).

Then when it comes to the topic of limitation.. muslims know that too! That there’s no limit to what Allah can give us. He is Al-Ghani, Al-Mughniy! He is the most wealthy and can make whoever He wants, wealthy. And we cannot really expect or predict how Allah will unfold our destiny.

“You believe a man can change their destiny?”
“I think a man does what he can, until his destiny is revealed..”
-The Last Samurai

Okay, that’s just a random quote I find interesting. I wanted to comment about this movie.. the loyalty and stuff.. But not right now..

All these .. again, zapped me back into reality. How people are.. are too distractive.. self-centred.. What he wants is always what he wants.. because why? because their purpose in life is to find happiness they say..

I’m not sure how to elaborate on this.. but let me just readdress again the ayat I mentioned above.. the first part…

Suddenly I’m stuck.. huhu.

Akan sambung bila I feel like sambunging it…

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Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal!
He is the most gracious, the most merciful…

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Don’t close all the doors of hope.. leave at least one open..
No matter how many sins you commit, do something good..
leave a door open.. as time goes by.. many more door will open..
and you’ll find your way..
(quotes taken from a book by Amr Khaled.. tp ubah ubah suai sket coz i dun hv the book with me rite now)

Selangkah kau mendekati-Nya.. seribu langkah Dia menghampiri-Mu…

believe… it’s all our aqidah.. our iman.. our faith..

have faith..
believe it…

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Selamat pulang…

Yesterday, a year ago.. marks the day I breathe Melbourne’s air for the first time. One year, eh.

A week left before I’m there again.

It’s a love-hate relationship. I can’t wait to be back, but I hate to leave this home again.

I’m glad. I’m glad. In this world, there are 2 places that I can call home…

How fortunate are we…

Learn to be more appreciative. Then learn sympathy. Then learn empathy. The learn taking actions. Then learn helping…

It doesn’t matter how much more you need to know. All these levels in this worldly life.

What matter is, what you’ve done with the knowledge you already have.