Malay languange mode today…
Dah berhari-hari aku cuba nak tulis entry, tapi tidak berjaya. Heh. Tak best la guna komputer lain. Petang tadi laptop ku sudah selamat dihantar ke kedai komputer untuk diperbaiki. Huhu. Yes! Laptop ku rosak…. sedihnye.
So, semalam seharian keje back-up files, burn dvd… ingatkan sambil-sambil tuh boleh la update blog, tapi tak kesampaian. Macam-macam hal… huhu.. ape hal nye pun tak tau la… I think semalam rileks semacam je.
Anyway, I’m home. Best sangat rase dah kat umah ni. Tapi seriously, bila kat umah jadi teramat malas. Let’s see buat ape sepanjang 3 hari dah kat umah ni… hmm.. rileks, tido, main ngan hanaa, tuka pampers hanaa, dukong hanaa nangis, makan, tengok tv, main ngan hanaa, surf tenet sekali-sekali… online YM, tapi bile cuti ni semua orang offline. Apesal? kat umah ngak ade internet ka kawan2? ke sibuk sgt enjoy cuti… huhu.
Actually, banyak kerja yang patut disiapkan.. tetapi (kwang kwang kwang..) aku lagi ngak ada laptop sih… ngak best la buat kerja guna komputer lain. Tak best! Tapi… naik cuti ni banyak je assignment due. So nak tak nak, I’ll try la to start doing my works. Huhu.. hopefully!
Macam-macam hal berlaku kat umah ni..
Last Saturday my cousin got married. He’s 22. Our house became the ‘host’ for the groom before berangkat ke umah pengantin pempuan. So, my house agak serabut dan bersepah la last weekend. My house kecik sangat but despite that, selalu je family gathering kat sini. I feel so serabut sometimes.. but org lain macam tak kesah je… Kenape tak kesah? kecik la umah ni…. kalau ade yang sleep over lagi lah payah.. toilet ngak cukup pepagi bute! kalau just my immediate family pon selalu je rebut2 toilet, apatah lagi ramai2…
Huhu.. nak ulang what my mum always said to my dad “kate je architect.. buat umah orang lain banyak.. tapi umah sendiri tak buat-buat..” huhu… sabojela.. belum ada rezeki…
So, petang tadi before hantar my laptop to the kedai, singgah sebentar kat site convention centre tuh. The infront seriously looked like it was made out of cardboard. I pointed that out to my dad.. Why?? why like that aa abah? huhu.. he said, biasela.. orang suruh buat lain, ade org lain memandai tukar.. macam2 manusia nih, ikut suka sendri.. yang kene my dad jugak.. sabo je la.. tapikan, serious obvious macam cardboard! huhu… tak lawo.. bahagian belakang lagi lawa..
Hehehe… seronoknye duduk rumah! I feel so rileks. Lupakan segala ketensenan di uni… seminggu je… takpe, yg penting I have the break I wanted.. I had a nice long sleep, dah.. 
Esok, nak ajak mama gi Tebrau City.. shopping la pulak, kan.. dah rileks brape hari, kene panaskan kaki pulak. Hehe..
Hmm… those who wanted to know.. my AP result, not that impressive. I was really down that day because before I got the real result, the coordinator told me a ‘wrong’ result. Really deceiving… dahla infront of many.. agak malu la… she said I got 5 for both Physics..ade ke… lepas dapat result betul2, kenela perbetulkan that fact kat semua.. huhu..
Anyway, my grades are:
Physics C: Mechanics - 4
Physics C: Elec&Magnetism - 4
Calculus BC - 3
Calculus AB - 5
What the grade means according to the slip..
5- extremely well qualified
4- well qualified
3- qualified
2- probably qualified
1- no recommendation
Enough about AP. Now, marilah kite bersama-sama berdoa semoga I get a place at (at ke in?) Uni of Melb!
Oh, agak happy hari ni, coz Hanaa comel.. and abah belikan external dvd writer. Thank you so much!
Thank You Allah for today.. Thank You Allah for everything.
(Huhu, aku rileks sangat sampai rase guilty…… mane bleh rilek-rilek cik adik oi.. keje berlambak-lambak.. masalah masyarakat banyak utk difikirkan penyelesaian…… waaaaaaa)
Geram sebab tak dapat balik jb for this weekend. I miss Hanaa’ ! Nanti bile balik like a month lagi, she’ll be lot bigger! tak best nye…
Kan geram… so today ajak kawan gi shopping di Alamanda.. dah rase sesak nafas duduk lame dlm uniten nih.. Huhu. Baru 2 minggu. Nak balik next week but tak tau boleh ke tak. Yela, our community project nak start next week. And kitorang plan nak buat car wash every weekend.. (tak ternegotiate pulak dengan group members.. buat la sebulan 2 kali ke.. I wanna go back!).
Hmm.. agak membazir gak hari ni.. shopping beli ape yer? Beli satu novel baru, Sophie’s World. Novel ni dari dulu rase nak beli tapi tak terbeli. Actually banyak sangat lagi novel atas rak tuh tak habes bace lagi. But most of them are Jodi Picoult’s. Sekarang ni agak penat bace Jodi Picoult nye.. coz penuh ngan trials and belit2 sket. But I like her style, la.. cume skrg ni nak take a break from a very heavy novel. Tapi rasenye Sophie’s World pun heavy. Ye ke? tengok dulu la.. huhu.. kalau tanak yg heavy bace la Meg Cabot’s .. tapi agak tak best lah cite cenggitu I think…
What else I bought? hmm.. famous amos, 100 grm jer. And beli banyak gak stok makanan.. susu kotak, and snacks… Tak best shopping sendri2.. duit limited la.. Kalau shopping ngan parents tak yah risau sgt. Huhu.. esok plak nak gi Sunway Pyramid.. habes kering wallet ku.. Nak gi Sunway Pyramid coz ade US education fair.. diwajibkan pergi utk survey uni yg ade spring intake…
To tell the truth, rasenye plan nak hantar kitorang ke US takkan jadi.. biarla.. biarla! let me focus, please! Kalau betul derang risau about the honour thing.. derang shud have check about it before sending us to any preparatory programme! They are playing with our future here.. and what about my frens yg ke sini just becoz dun want to go to US in da 1st place.. because dapat Aussie n NZ.. then kene gak pi US..
Takkpon, at least let us choose… we understand we are being sponsored.. but we’re also human..
Isnin, kitorang takde kelas langsung. So, it’s like having a 3 days weekend… so, agak rugi kalau x balik! i wanna go bck.
This computer has started having some problems.. If I use DivX player for too long, it will shut itself down… waa.. agak tak best… Divx kan selalu ade every codec needed to view any video.. so i often use it.
Haaa.. whatever. agak malasnye nak buat ape2 skrg.. takde mood utk buat ape2 selain tdo n tgk drama.., hehe.. banyak baju nak basuh.. nantila, tonite ke…
Wa.. post ni agak melayu n merepek.. biarla.. biarla!
I looked very happy in this picture …
I’m glad I can still smile.. and laugh… and be happy..
Some people cannot even lift their lips to fake a smile…
Alhamdulillah, aku masih berupaya untuk bernafas di muka bumi ini… masih berupaya untuk bangkit mencari kebenaran.. masih berupaya untuk bangun kembali setelah jatuh.. masih berpeluang untuk perbaiki diri setelah ‘mati’ …….
Aku amat bertuah… melihat cerita-cerita mereka di luar sana hampir membuat aku menangis. Aku amat bertuah kerana tidak perlu menderita seperti mereka-mereka. Tapi aku tak tahu dek untung… selalu sahaja merungut. Setiap kehidupan ada kesusahan… setiap manusia pasti akan melalui cabaran yang pedih. Mungkin aku masih belum sampai waktu untuk merasainya… Kita selalu sahaja memfokuskan lensa kehidupan kita pada diri kita sahaja. Menyangkakan hanya kita yang paling menderita.. benarkah?
Aku tak boleh fikir seperit mana lagi kesusahan yang bakal aku tempuhi. Tiba-tiba aku rasa takut. Takut menghadapi masa depan, walhal aku tak sabar-sabar mahu pergi dari tempat derita ini…
Life is unfair; and there’s nothing we can do about it
Life is unfair; and there’s always something we can do about it